falling again (old from myspace)

I can feel myself sinking again.

Im seeking relief in chocolate and peanut butter.

Taking Tylonl pm to sleep again.

It doesn't help.

The walls close in.

The noises are to much.

The clutter is to much.

I know im the man that keeps asking God for help
but ingores the forms it comes in.

How do you explain that you can't function?

You hide in absorbing projects.

Trying to be normal knowing you can't
be.

Your loves ones yearn for the person that used to
be.

You yearn for the person that you know you used
to be.

Where are am I ?

Why can they not find the Me I should
be.